断了的弦 by 周杰伦

我突然释怀的笑　笑声盘旋半山腰~ lalala~~~nice song.. keeps repeating in my head..

4.55pm on sunday.. slacked most of the day on bed.. jus out from bath~ refreshing feeling.. I'M ALIVE AGAIN!! heez..

boredom kills... ahhhh... brain constipation liaoz... watched the chibi ah my goddess vcd.. wakakkaka... so funny... soooo cuutteee.....

been thinking.. i believe everyone has 2 sides.. or split personalities... one which they protray to others.. one is their inner self...hm.. i think i got a lot like dat leh..

the normal me which most ppl noe abt.. nuah nuah one... most of the time sleeping... everything oso ok.. easily bullied..hmm... not much temper...a bit act seh act seh.. hahhah...

the me on court... i cant tolerate one man show on court... esp when i'm damn free at my fav spot n no one is guarding me n the stupid bugger doesnt want to pass even thou she's stuck in the corner... i'll blow... n dun try to hit me on purpose.. ok i guard a bit nuah oso.. lazy mah.. budden i value fair play more than anything else on court... n sportsmanship..

the inner me.. hmm... i'm quite bad.. hahhhahha...quite cunning.. i think a lot of reasons for the action dat one takes... n when i hate someone.. u're a goner... it will be darn hard to win my trust back.. sometimes when i see ppl dat i noe on the streets.. I WUN be the one to say hi most of the time... n i'm quite pessimistic... i dun have the courage n confidence to try.. dun wanna face the disappointment... blah blah blah...but i'm a real dreamer.. i fantasize abt the day when my creative side is being recognised... (not much ppl noe i write lyrics thou..)hmm.. will i be able to win an award? BUT 1ST.. will i be able to publish my works anot.. r they sellable?? hmmmmmm....... will i receive the support i need to continue in the media circle?? as in.. give up my current job n pursue my dream in entertainment arena?? HMMM....

me at work.. hmm.. pretty boring... i dun socialise much.. reason being.. i'm the youngest... the closest person in age to me still has a difference of 7 yrs age gap.. haiz.. n dun be so kaypoh wanna noe wat i do lah... its darn boring.. i do NOTHING.. i rot at home most of the time.. even during hols.. i'm going to be a veggie soon...

ahh enuff of rubbish.. discovered an astonishing thing... or rather not very astonishing... i'm getting fat.. my arms r all FAT!! grr... wat to do... eat.. sit at office/rot at home.. all the fats accumulate.. ark!! gotta get my muscles back.. must exercise more..